What’s got you, right now in this moment? Okay I am a bit more sensitive to these energies after sharing some intense yet tender moments last week with readers calling in. If you created a vision board for the new year, or set goals into motion for 2010 you’ve taken the first step…now what’s got you?

As we approach the New Moon in Aquarius you’ll face an urge to break-free from the existing conditions within you and around you that hold you back from living your dream. With Saturn in Libra, Pluto in Capricorn the structure is changing. Mars is in retrograde putting things on hold so the passion is there to really move mountains in the Spring.

Make your decisions based on where you want to be…in six months, six years [Vision Board]. Then work backward to the present moment.

After your visioning process, listen for the inner voices holding you back…The following list is from the book by Andrea J Less called Pink Spoon Marketing:

stuck in a rut
who am I to be special
not enough time
not enough money
lack of confidence
fear of the unknown
not knowing where you want to be
not understanding
fear of conflict
inability to say NO
relationships that sap
too much money
lack of organization
unclear goals
unsupportive family
a job you hate
scattered focus
superiority complex
lack of courage
running on adrenaline
weak boundaries
lack of vision
fear of success
poor people management skills
poor money management skills
poor communication skills
pressure from work
no definition of personal success
unhappy relationship
lack of love
low self-awareness
over reactive
lack of energy
lack of technical know how
isolated from community

Your task before the New Moon:

Pick three items on this list that have a strong charge for you. Make SoulCollage® cards to express
and honor your shadow energy leading up to the New Moon in Aquarius.

Shamanic Journey: If you are shamanic practitioner journey to your Helping Ally and ask for insights into this energy. Where did this energy originate from? Is it from an ancestral lineage? From a curse? Ask for healing in your journey or meditation.

This shadow energy may be related to what’s keeping you from
living your brilliance [soul], attracting your Tribe [Aquarius] and manifesting money.

“I hope you will go out and let stories happen to you, and that you work them, water them with your blood and tears and your laughter till they bloom, till yourself burst into bloom.”- Clarissa Pinkola Estes